2021

I remember 2020, was a tough year for us - I had lost my long-term connection with WH, pandemic hits, my mom dialysis become more toxic as there were a lot of requirements. Juggling everything in between - being a mom, provider, a wife, a daughter & a referee - my mental health was not in good shape. But I survived, we survived that year with flying colors pa nga. 

And when 2021 is approaching, I actually had high hopes for this year before it even start - I thought it was the year of healing - finances, health, relationship, etc - for every one of us. But I was wrong, looking back by month per month experience now, I can say that it totally crushed me more than what I experienced last 2020. 

• January - Chloe was bitten by Dog, went to PCGH for an emergency shot
• February - Arm Surgery ni Mama 
• March - Dialysis Needs
• April - Swab Test @ NAS (+) daw, had to retake 2 times for Negative confirmation) & My abnormal bleeding start (not normal as it is a 2-weeks period)
• May - Emergency D&C because of heavy bleeding (when I say heavy bleeding, as in buo buong dugo ang lumalabas sa akin.)

• June/July - Entire family had flu, swab requirements for dialysis to make sure Mama is not positive in Covid
• August - Vaccine 1st dose / Mama's Sudden Death

• September - 40th Day / My 1st birthday experience without her. 
• October - Mama's 1st bday in Heaven
• November 22 - Tragic Death of May (My loving grandmother)
• December - UNKNOWN (God please write a good one)

"FAITH"